“I Thought of Death, my hands were shaking” – BBNaija’s Khloe Finally opens up on Butt Surgery Journey (VIDEO)

Former Big Brother Naija housemate, Khloe Abiriwa Oluwabusayomi has shared her experience with anxiety in a recent post on Instagram.

Khloe who made headlines on social media after photos of her new surgical body showing her improved and enhanced bum surfaced revealed that she had thoughts that she wasn’t going to survive the surgery and that got her immensely afraid.

She wrote;

“Now let’s talk about my surgery journey since I’m now mentally, physically and spiritually healed from that trauma….and I love my new body (truth be told, I’m obsessed). So on this day 2 years ago I got my body done. Left my house 5am and ofcourse @graceyy_ left her baby to come take me to the clinic that early and we made videos and laugh while we head to the clinic. I made scary jokes “what if I don’t make it back alive” singing too many dad songs.

I never had any intention of lying about it cos I document everything but can’t post how I wanted it to be cos someone invaded my privacy and decided to take a picture of me out of surgery lifeless.

…here we are in this second video making jokes Gracey said I had a baby and I didn’t die. So you can do this 9 but deep down I was scared AF, my hands were shaking but I couldn’t wait for a banging body…. So I did it anyways. And trust me I planned it in less than 2weeks. Even with the limited time I did a whole lot of research and reading reviews every min… I called my surgeon almost every min reminding him what I want and he’ll say “Koko, noted” cos I’m gonna be mad if I woke up to box butt and I’ll fight. On G

We still making jokes but bruhhhhh I was terrified but my stomach was big, I look like amoeba and that I can’t live with. I won’t look myself in the mirror and literally wanna fuck myself!!!!! Hell no, cos even as a skinny ass my stomach was flat flat”.

Watch the video below;